Binder damage
I’m a little scared..
My ribs and lungs are being crushed. It hurts to breathe. I neeed my surgery soon.
Don’t tell me it’s hard for you too change my pronoun/name because I “look so female”. You have no idea how dysphoric that makes me.
We all know that transitioning can be really expensive. Buying packers, binder, paying for surgeries, hormones, doctor’s appointments, travel, etc. It can seem impossible to ever be able to support yourself and transition. Well it is very much possible. It will take a lot of work but it will be…
We both have it just as bad *Trigger warning~ Dysphoria etc
I recently got into a discussion with a friend of mine who is MtF about all our trans stuff. She said how a lot of MtF’s were jealous of FtM trans because of how well hormones affect us and hinted that many thought that FtMs had the much easier transition.
This is a very sore spot for me as I very very much disagree and hate when any trans person thinks that someone has it easier. you know what? No, no they don’t, none of us do. we ALL have a fucking intense battle to endure and none of us get off easy. Our (FtM) hormones may in most cases work better butyour (MtF) Sex change surgery is faaaarr more advanced. You (MtF) have to fold your Penis and tuck you testecles to ‘look cute’ in girls underwear, we (FtM) have to crush and bind our breasts to ‘look good’ mens shirts.
We both wake up each morning and look down at our bodies and feel intense disgust and hatred, we all cringe when someone uses the wrong pronoun, we all hurt when we don’t pass in public. We all have those moments where we wish, harder than we have ever wished for anything else, just to be on the outside what we are on th inside.
Nobody gets of easy, we all have this daily battle in our lives. So please think before you try and say that someones road is less rough than yours.
Peace and love to you all meow and hang in there <3 <3 <3
***********Sorry for any politically incorrect stuff in there~ i hope you all get the gist though <3
“In New York city, I searched for the home in my own skin
When a woman grabs me by the neck of my coat
And drags me from the ladies room like a dog on a chain
And I am torn
Between confused gratitude and the urge to bark my pretty name into her face
Til she can taste the smoke of my father’s pink cigar
Lady, do you have any idea how many scars I already have in the shape of this boxing match?
I do not wear a Welcome mat on my chest just so you can walk all over it.”
Jewelry Store, by Andrea Gibson
This poem seems to be have the perfect words to accompany this illustration…
Walk into a Womens bathroom they assume you’re male. Walk into a Mens bathroom they assume you’re female. You never win.
Dad: Why do you think they do that?
Girl: Because the companies who make these try to trick the girls into buying the pink stuff instead of stuff boys want to buy. [x]Um. So. That last frame where she slaps he hand down and shakes her head… that’s what it looks like when a 4 [ish] year old “gets” it more than others far older then her.
Preecha aesthetic institute~ Top surgery
Hey, I’m thinking of getting my top surgery done in Thailand at the Preecha aesthetic institute http://pai.co.th/
From What I have read they seem pretty good. Though id like to hear from anyone who has been there or knows people who have had surgery there.
What was your experience like???
